Feature: Cargocastle Decodes “Truth and Reconciliation”
What was the creative process like for this particular track?
"Truth and Reconciliation" was written in the midst of a C-PTSD flashback episode as a coping mechanism. I've dealt with these flashback episodes my entire life, but for the first time, had a true support system around me that allowed me to finally process and accept my past. This track was my healing process as instead of simply playing or writing as a distraction, I observed the emotional process and made it into art.
What are you most proud about "Truth and Reconciliation?"
That it simply exists. Because this track exists, it means I've finally observed and accepted my truth. Having done so, I'm truly aligning with my authentic self and feel free to share my story, the lessons I've learned, and hopefully be a spark of hope to anyone that may be looking for it as I have been my entire life.
Is there a particular message or theme you hope listeners take away from this single?
You are not your past. You are not your thoughts. You are not your ego. Anything negative you feel has a source. Allow yourself to observe the truth in detail, and you may be surprised to find a life worth of wisdom that you've been preventing yourself from tapping into.
I suppose the theme or message is ultimately that love is good, and everyone deserves to give and receive it. In order to love yourself first, however, you have to master the inner-voice.
Can you tell us a bit about yourself and how you got started in music?
I've been playing guitar and writing music since the age of 11, when I got my first guitar. Music was always my sanctuary from the constant abuse that filled my childhood household. I'd either be listening to my Walkman to drown it out, or writing and playing to distract myself from remembering. Playing and writing were always just a hobby and an escape. Over the years I've amassed plenty to say and now I'm going to speak it into existence.
What role do you feel emotions play in your music, and how do you channel them into your performances?
I truly believe music is an integral part of our existence. Emotions are one way to express ourselves. Music is another, but born from emotions. No matter what musical notes line any sheet of paper, each and every note resonates with someone in a specific way. No matter what the note is "supposed" to convey, or the key and the emotion it's "supposed" to convey -- everyone's experience with music involves how it makes them feel.
Emotion is everything.
